10/20/2002 – Marie Night after Kelly

Mary studying!! says:
I'm sure ur mad at me right now
Ted says:
yo
Ted says:
why?
Mary studying!! says:
D-hall?
Ted says:
you are kind of strange
Mary studying!! says:
I know
Ted says:
what happened to the Basque guy?
Ted says:
something about a fight?
Mary studying!! says:
no. . .but he was at a frat party and a random guy (am I using the word correctly?) came to him to say there was this guy who didn't like Asier . . . They think he just tried to pvoke a fight or something
Mary studying!! says:
provoke
Mary studying!! says:
But they just left the party
Ted says:
who is Asier? was he at kappa sig? yeah the guys are asses like that sometimes, if you're talking to a girl they like they tell one of the brothers and fights start or people get kicked out
Mary studying!! says:
Asier is the Basque guy
Ted says:
oh
Ted says:
yes you used random correctly
Mary studying!! says:
well he wasn't doing anything..just drinking a beer with his friends . . .
Ted says:
weird
Mary studying!! says:
no. . .American
Mary studying!! says:
just kidding
Ted says:
. . .
Ted says:
lol
Ted says:
try not to be a typical French
Ted says:
I know its difficult
Ted says:
you in your room
Mary studying!! says:
yes
Ted says:
I think I’m going to go study or something
Ted says:
I don't even know what work I have
Mary studying!! says:
don't u have a 8 pages story or something like that?
Ted says:
yeah due at the end of October
Ted says:
I think I’ll do a sniper type story
Mary studying!! says:
lol
Mary studying!! says:
Can I ask u something after I won't bother u anymore. . .but I'm a curious person
Mary studying!! says:
???
Mary studying!! says:
ok I'll ask another day
Ted says:
parents
Ted says:
hello
Ted says:
ask
Mary studying!! says:
what's going on between Kelly and you..
Mary studying!! says:
Kelly sorry
Mary studying!! says:
brb bathroom time
Ted says:
well she's ready for a relationship now, but she's going to give me time to get over you, cause she knows that I fell for you and that its not going anywhere so she told me to take some time and get myself together but she does want a relationship. . . and I’m still torn between her as a friend and her as a girlfriend so yeah last night was bad, cause I was drunk, and I invited u over cause I felt
Ted says:
bad that you were lonely and had nothing to do, but I shouldn't have invited u cause then Kelly felt that she had to leave and yeah so right when we were talking like 5 seconds before u came in she's like um you shouldn't have invited her , I should go and leave u guys alone to talk, and then I came back
Ted says:
and good old James was here and I don't remember much after that
Mary studying!! says:
wow. . .
Mary studying!! says:
that's my face right now. . .
Mary studying!! says:
no words
Mary studying!! says:
yeah u shouldn't have invited me at all. . .
Ted says:
yeah cause then I wasn't able to invite her and
Ted says:
what am I saying
Ted says:
disregard that
Ted says:
cause then I wasn't able to walk her back, and she has a lot farther to go, and we had been drinking a lot. . .well I was definitely drunk
Mary studying!! says:
no but I mean . . . wow this situation is so weird
Ted says:
yeah well it was weirder for u I think
Ted says:
or both of u
Ted says:
me ushering one out and another girl coming over
Ted says:
yeah that was kind of strange
Ted says:
and both those girls seeing me do it at the same time
Mary studying!! says:
I'm sorry to say that but u shouldn't have done that to her
Ted says:
yeah your expression last night was a little , yeah I know now, but it was too late, cause u were already there
Mary studying!! says:
were u expecting that something would happen with her yesterday?
Ted says:
I knew then I mean but yeah , by the time I realized you shouldn't come it was too late
Ted says:
no
Mary studying!! says:
you’re an ass. . . u know what when I came over last night I thought I might want something to happen but now I'm sure that nothing will ever happen
Ted says:
if I enter into a relationship with Kelly it'll be a no sex ever and I just have to make sure I can accept that, cause that is the ultimate goal, but she's strictly against pre marital sex so, yeah
Mary studying!! says:
oh my GOD! She's really an old fashioned girl
Ted says:
you thought u might want something to happen
Mary studying!! says:
yes..but not anymore
Ted says:
yeah well that sux
Ted says:
it sux more though cause James was there
Mary studying!! says:
still. . .I saw u drunk and. . ..I didn't like it
Ted says:
yeah when I got back I was like oh my god no! ah
Ted says:
oh
Ted says:
nice
Ted says:
what was I mean or something?
Mary studying!! says:
no not mean
Ted says:
what did u think about my outfit today? gay or nice? I was unsure
Mary studying!! says:
I didn't really see it. . . Mary studying!! says:
So do u like her or not? I mean . . .I don't understand
Ted says:
um yeah I love being with her
Ted says:
except I can't imagine it as a girlfriend
Ted says:
her not it
Ted says:
it = the relationship
Ted says:
well I think any of the passion I ever felt towards u some how disappeared in one short night
Mary studying!! says:
guys change their mind so quickly. . .well me too
Ted says:
and the "ever happen" part just kind of validated that or something
Ted says:
I love her as a friend
Mary studying!! says:
good
Ted says:
I mean I’ve always felt that
Mary studying!! says:
U know what I'm happy that finally things evolve and that we all know now where we are. . .
Ted says:
my mind hasn't really changed
Ted says:
and I’ll still be pissed when u go and hook up with someone , but whatever, I’ll come find you in five years and make you submit
Mary studying!! says:
well are u physically attracted to her? Do u imagine yourself kissing her ?
Ted says:
haha
Ted says:
um
Mary studying!! says:
I mean that's the only way to figure out if you want to or not
Ted says:
yeah I dunno, she's a little plumper than my category, but yeah its the same thing with how I felt about you, like there s other things that are more important
Ted says:
man you sure talk a lot when you aren't the subject
Mary studying!! says:
I'll be pissed if u are with Kelly but that's a girl thing. . .feeling that a guy doesn't see u anymore. . .
Mary studying!! says:
. . .as the only one
Mary studying!! says:
So u feel the same way about both of us?. . .Sorry I maybe didn't understand
Ted says:
no
Ted says:
like the part of how I found different things in you then I had been after in a girl, its like the same thing all over again,
Ted says:
but they're all different things obviously
Ted says:
sly
Ted says:
so are you saying because I was drunk and you didn't like the way I was acting, you lost that feeling u had?
Mary studying!! says:
I think. . .
Ted says:
man would I do anything to reverse time like a day
Mary studying!! says:
And the conversation with Gia also
Ted says:
you got in a fight with her huh?
Mary studying!! says:
no. . .why do u say that?
Ted says:
cause I saw that her name was blocked on my buddy list
Mary studying!! says:
u don't want to reverse time. . .I'm the right one
Mary studying!! says:
YOU BLOCKED IT
Mary studying!! says:
I saw u
Ted says:
you're the right one?
Mary studying!! says:
I’m NOT the right one. . .sorry
Ted says:
thought so
Mary studying!! says:

Ted says:
little words like that
Ted says:
so I blocked her?
Mary studying!! says:
Do u remember ur conversation with her?
Ted says:
no
Mary studying!! says:
coz James and I started it. . .she thought it was u
Mary studying!! says:
and she started talking about me
Ted says:
god I hate it when people do that
Mary studying!! says:
I know but we didn't think she would talk about me
Mary studying!! says:
and then she started and well..I was curious to know what she'd say about me
Ted says:
what did she say
Mary studying!! says:
I don't really remember but at the beginning she was asking u what u felt about me. . .if there was something going on and then she started to talk about Kelly
Ted says:
what did I say?
Mary studying!! says:
And I think that u told her that the only girl u ever kissed was Kelly. . .
Ted says:
the only girl I ever kissed was Kelly? lol
Ted says:
I’ve kissed like 50 girls
Mary studying!! says:
no but I mean. . .U kissed Kelly but not me. . .u know what I didn't really see what u were writing. . .
Ted says:
oh
Ted says:
I kissed Kelly cause she's never been kissed before and I knew she wanted an educated kiss
Mary studying!! says:
I maybe had an hallucination
Mary studying!! says:
You're just another asshole
Ted says:
fuck I’m goddamn serious
Ted says:
we kissed for half a second
Mary studying!! says:
whatever..it's not my problem anymore
Ted says:
it wasn't even a kiss all we did was hit our teeth
Mary studying!! says:
nice
Ted says:
yeah but you're a really good girlfriend and I’m telling you the truth
Ted says:
so don't give me this bullshit
Mary studying!! says:
what bullshit? You're kissing her . . .but you’re not even sure if u want to be with her. . ..and I believe the things u tell me but the I hear that Kelly and u. . .well sorry. . .I don't think it's bullshit
Ted says:
Kelly and me what?
Ted says:
I was totally in love with you. . . you knew all I wanted was a kiss
Ted says:
and you don't even give me the time of day or let me know what you're really feeling
Ted says:
so what the hell am I supposed to do!@
Ted says:
I never opened up to someone like this in my entire life
Mary studying!! says:
My feelings have nothing to do with what I'm saying
Mary studying!! says:
You can't do that to Kelly
Ted says:
and all for a fucked up ended weird relationship I don't know shit I just want us to be really good friends now okay, I just don't get why you're trying to make me feel like more of an ass
Ted says:
yeah well I got to get over you and
Ted says:
go out with her now
Ted says:
I know that
Ted says:
damn
Mary studying!! says:
Ok sorry..I maybe went too far
Mary studying!! says:
I don't want u to get mad. . .I'm sorry
Mary studying!! says:
I know that I'm the one who fucked up everything
Ted says:
grrrrrrrr, I’m such a fuck up, you should never have told me u came over here wanting something, now I’m going to be hanging on to an almost relationship for the rest of my life
Mary studying!! says:
what?
Ted says:
no u didn't, well its half your fault lol I dunno goddam things are so weird for me right now
Mary studying!! says:
Well maybe it's better like that
Mary studying!! says:
I mean . . .I'm just too complicated
Ted says:
I know
Ted says:
so just tell me now
Ted says:
why are u pissed I kissed Kelly, did u or something want one earlier I mean Christ u have to let people in on these things, just as a bit of knowledge for any future relationship u might have
Mary studying!! says:
well I don't know if you’ll understand me. . .but yesterday I came to ur room for something. . .But it didn't happen and I think I just like u as a friend and I was drunk and. . .so thinking that between u and Kelly there's been something going on etc. . .while I was waiting in ur room. . .
Ted says:
you do this all the time I don't get it. . . you're jealous that I stay too long with a friend somewhere and then I come back just for you and I want a relationship and you're like all quiet and I just don't understand. if you want to spend all the time with me then u should have accepted before u know
Ted says:
while you were waiting in my room. . .. what what what?
Ted says:
I blame James for last night
Mary studying!! says:
did u kiss her yesterday night?
Ted says:
yes
Mary studying!! says:
ok when I was in your room waiting
Mary studying!! says:
I'm a girl..and girls like guys to pay attention to them. . .when they realize the a guy doesn’t pay attention to then anymore they don't like it..I know It's really selfish but I can't help it. . .In a way u can say I'm a b. . ..
Ted says:
never but
Ted says:
yeah, I mean I wanted u all those times, so had I just said no I don't like u I don't want to hang out with you anymore and been an ass I might have gotten a relationship man the world is fucked up
Ted says:
I take no response as a yes
Ted says:

Mary studying!! says:
I really thought at a time I wanted something to happen at . . .but now I know what I want or don't want
Ted says:
so what guys are on your mind, where's James in the spectrum
Mary studying!! says:
Come on
Ted says:
come on what
Mary studying!! says:
It's not because of another guy..do u really think I’m like that?
Ted says:
and yes I’m definitely jealous
Ted says:
I dunno
Ted says:
leaving the room to hear him sing, surrrrre, correcting his french homework, showing up at your room
Mary studying!! says:
you're jealous
Ted says:
damn straight
Mary studying!! says:
I wanted him to sing..but he didn't want to sing in front of everyone
Ted says:
so he sang with his tongue in your mouth?
Ted says:
j/k
Mary studying!! says:
yes
Mary studying!! says:
just kidding
Ted says:
lol'
Mary studying!! says:
I'm NOT attracted to James. . .I don't have anything to tell him
Mary studying!! says:
And I think all he wants is just a "one night stand". . ..maybe he doesn't want anything. . .Maybe I've been hallucinating again
Ted says:
yeah well I want to warn u about that cause he is like that
Mary studying!! says:
and maybe he's sitting next to u and every time I see him I'll feel so ridiculous
Mary studying!! says:
So what did u talk to Kelly today?
Mary studying!! says:
forget the word what
Ted says:
lol - James comment
Mary studying!! says:
fuck!!!!
Ted says:
what?
Mary studying!! says:
is he really there?
Ted says:
no
Ted says:
lol - James comment, meant I was saying lol to what u said about him