12/5/2002 – Worst Conversation Ever

Maryy popins:
can I talk to u?
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hi
MARY POPPINS DIT
hey
MARY POPPINS DIT
so what's going on?
JUST TED dit
i dunno
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what is going on?
MARY POPPINS DIT
well ur e-mail was pretty ...can't find the word and then u send me an e-mail telling me how much I owe u I mean it's weird
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there's this guy named ted....maybe you know him...he likes you a lot...he never wants to be mean to you or anything...and he knows this girl marie and she's always trying to be mean or something and ted here just doesn't understand....i mean i'm sorry you had a lot going on today, but shit i just thought it was cute the way you were eating and then u just get all bitchy at me...i don't know,
MARY POPPINS DIT
sorry but it wasn't SO mean
MARY POPPINS DIT
Maybe it sounded like it but ...well I guess it didn't sound nice ....
MARY POPPINS DIT
I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt u like that
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and the email... was just because i found your card in my wallet and i thought maybe you'd like to know and the money i don't know, i mean if you're just going to be a bitch to me and choose when you want to talk and be nice on your own time then fine maybe you should find another friend
MARY POPPINS DIT
ok
MARY POPPINS DIT
come on this is ridiculous
MARY POPPINS DIT
but apparently that's what u want so ...
JUST TED dit
i'm sorry for being sensitive, i didn't know it was in me until i met you
MARY POPPINS DIT
oh please
MARY POPPINS DIT
Ok I'm a bitch I make u cry ...what can I say or 'll just have to stop being ur friend if it's the only way to make things better
JUST TED dit
yeah, really easy for you huh
MARY POPPINS DIT
Of course not
MARY POPPINS DIT
But what can I do????
JUST TED dit
say something
MARY POPPINS DIT
I mean that's what ur trying to tell me
MARY POPPINS DIT
what?
JUST TED dit
i wish i could just start over
MARY POPPINS DIT
well u can;t
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but i can't
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well if you don't feel like its a big loss, then fuck maybe i don't know what friends are
MARY POPPINS DIT
what are u talking about!!!! When did I say it's not gonna be a big loss???
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"what can i do" what the hell is that like okay fine no big loss thats what that means
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damnit marie
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you know how i feel
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this is just bullshit, on my part and yours and just sick of it
MARY POPPINS DIT
BUT I CAN"T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
JUST TED dit
yeah well telling yourself that really helps
MARY POPPINS DIT
what?
JUST TED dit
how were the cookies
MARY POPPINS DIT
ok
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just okay?
MARY POPPINS DIT
u want to talk about cookies?
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i want to talk about anything
MARY POPPINS DIT
ok well I don't ... ur saying something then about cookies
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i dunno....but that really hurts
MARY POPPINS DIT
what?
JUST TED dit
i can't do anything about it...
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i'm waiting here for you to do something about it
MARY POPPINS DIT
well I don't understand what u want me to do?
MARY POPPINS DIT
I think it'll be a big loss for me if we weren't friends anymore..I'm gonna miss u SO MUCH next year...so please don't tell me I'm just a bitch who doesn't give a shit about u
JUST TED dit
thats a little more like it....was that so hard
MARY POPPINS DIT
what's so hard?
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'doing something'
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forget about it
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i'm sick of online talking
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i think i'll smoke a cigarette
MARY POPPINS DIT
I'm SICK OF ALL THIS...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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wow...we changed conversations after ....'was that so hard'
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or 'forget about it'
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its nice to know we're still friends
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i was really worried there for a moment cause you were saying some shady stuff
MARY POPPINS DIT
u don't get it I'm sick of this relationship....
MARY POPPINS DIT
I'm so frustrated right now
JUST TED dit
speak
MARY POPPINS DIT
this conversation it just doesn't make me want to be friends like nothing happened...FUCK
JUST TED dit
yeah actually a lot has happened
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well see i found this random girl who was really skinny and small and when i first saw her i was like ...uh...who are you to random girls knocking at my door when i'm sleeping and then i stole the marie girl's name from alejandro's im list
MARY POPPINS DIT
I've this story athousand times and I'm sick of it
JUST TED dit
and we started gabbing a bit and then this sort of friendship of sorts developed and we started spending almost all of our free time together until marie realized she actually had to do work to stay in school
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and then there was this period where people thought she was my girlfriend and kept telling me that if she wasn't my official girlfriend i had to "put her back on the market" so another month or so went by until they kissed for the first time.....and then they were 'dating' but it was short lived, because marie's feelings weren't sound and then a couple weeks later Ted hooked up with her again even
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though she said her roommate would get mad at her....but ted already pretty drunk himself didn't realize that she too was drunk so he drank all the stuff she said to him down like wine and then the next day was like the best day of Ted's life, where he actually thought he found something in this world worth holding onto and a week later the pair had broken up again.
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and then
MARY POPPINS DIT
I don't want to hurt u anymore and because of that I won't cut this conversation but that's what I really want to do now
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yeah i'm done moaning
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now i'll ask your question
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what do u want me to say
MARY POPPINS DIT
I don't know what I want
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come on i've heard that before
MARY POPPINS DIT
ok byr
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?
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be real
MARY POPPINS DIT
bye
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don't
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don't make me come over there
MARY POPPINS DIT
ur trying to make me feel bad and I don't have to listen to thisa
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i'm not this time
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for the first time in a while
MARY POPPINS DIT
u are
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i stopped at the area that we're in now...cause i don't know whats going on anymore
MARY POPPINS DIT
so u thought that asking my roommate woulkd gelp??
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i didn't ask her
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somebody just tried to call and i was wondering if it was u
MARY POPPINS DIT
no it wasn't
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well basically the reason i stopped crying finally is because i'm sick of it and i've been waiting your answer since lunch today....and thats a long ass time ago and for like the first hour i was all doped up and depressed...but now i'm just kind of happy to know that it would be a loss to you if we didn't have each other or something
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the first hour after lunch
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k i'll just keep talking to myself
MARY POPPINS DIT
I can't believe it!!
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well come over here and see me and see these friggin rags everywhere
MARY POPPINS DIT
So that wat u were trying to do make me feel bad so i would say to u how much I care about u...and I
MARY POPPINS DIT
would be all mad and stuff...well
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i was so mad at you today i wanted you to come over just so i could tell you i didn't know you and i wanted you to leave
MARY POPPINS DIT
I'm really mad noe
MARY POPPINS DIT
well I'm sick of it right now...I'm JUST sick of it...
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well basically everyone in this hall knows you're the only thing i think about and everytime i tell someone how i'm so sick of it and how i don't understand why or anything, they tell me your just a bitch and to stay away from girls like you, but i don't want to believe your like they say, so i'm sorry for standing by someone who i thought was a friend.
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They tell me i'll just get hurt more and maybe i have
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but i don't know what i'm saying anymore, have fun with your studies.
MARY POPPINS DIT
ur just an asshole I don't want to talk to u anymore if that's what u say bye
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you're not talking all you keep saying is i'm sick of it and i want to end this conversation...i'm just talking to a wall here okay
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maybe you change your name to Mary Poppins Talk To The Hand or something
MARY POPPINS DIT
I feel pity for u right now...
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yeah that was pretty lame huh?
MARY POPPINS DIT
u think that by hurting me u'll feel better but u won't
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i'm not trying to hurt you
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I"M TRYING TO MAKE U SPEAK
MARY POPPINS DIT
speak about what?
JUST TED dit
say something say something anything at all maybe you should listen to that song
MARY POPPINS DIT
I don't want to talk to you...not anymore
JUST TED dit
you sound a lot like i did
MARY POPPINS DIT
I mdon't want us to be friends anymore
MARY POPPINS DIT
u just did the worst thing u could ever do
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i love you.....i would never want to hurt you....but you hurt me a lot....and i'm sorry...i'm really sorry okay.. you said something in the bus about somethings more important than money and i realized that the life i had planned for myself in that conversatin about money, marriage, and the future was nothing without you....thats what i wanted to tell you online...but i haven't had you alone to do
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good night
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not online....thats what i wanted to tell u the other day
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but yeah
MARY POPPINS DIT
there's no good night there's nothing...I'm gonna bitch once again just to please u dear ha;ll mates...
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i don't know what you're talking about
MARY POPPINS DIT
well read what u said a couple of lones befotre
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i just did
MARY POPPINS DIT
what don't u understandd?
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i told you i stick by my friends even though people tell me not to
MARY POPPINS DIT
who are they? what do they know about me?
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they know that they can never talk to me anymore because i'm always talking to you
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they know that you're in here a lot, they know we hooked up a couple times and that we dated a couple times...people have eyes you know...i have a roommate he's up there all the time he opens his big mouth once and the whole world knows...i don't actually tell people much cause i hate all those nosy people
MARY POPPINS DIT
well they're hypocrites and I'm never gonna go to ur fucking hall again coz there's nobody who's worth it there
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i do tell people when we broke up because i just didn't understand how it could happen
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what more can i ever say i've said it all but it doesn't ever mean anything. je t'aime, je ne comprend rien, tu comprends francais peut-etre, je t'aime, c pas trop chelou d'ide n'est pas. i keep trying to say something powerful...but i've said it all.
MARY POPPINS DIT
Do u realise what u said before? Do u realise how it hurts and how it was totally useless? Do u know how u've been hurting me on purpose and how I can't act like u didn't say anything...and smile to these people or even talk to them normally
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i'm just trying to tell you the truth, the people i was talking about well it wasn't rishi, nan, or ian i guess
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what i said before?
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i said a lot of things
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but unlike you i want to make things right
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i'm sorry but you stole my heart, and since then i can't seem to think straight anymore
MARY POPPINS DIT
so if it wan't the people ur friend with then it's just random people in the hall??????
MARY POPPINS DIT
And I want to make things right I just mad right now....I'm just really hurt
MARY POPPINS DIT
because u said this to hurt me and don't tell me u didn
MARY POPPINS DIT
't
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i don't like being a tattle tale okay...i'm just trying to say that you're going to lose someone who has stronger feeling for you than anyone you'll ever meet...and maybe thats ambitious..but i'm ambitious
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i didn't say it to hurt you i never expected it to hurt you....but i guess it backfired
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hard
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i just wanted you to know that i felt strongly about you
MARY POPPINS DIT
Well I don't want to be like complaining and playing the victim but u can ask rosa what u said did to me!
MARY POPPINS DIT
But I already know it
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did u know it today in dhall...it sure didn't seem like it
MARY POPPINS DIT
And I feel strongly about you but differently and this is never gonna lead us to something concrete\JUST TED dit
never...
MARY POPPINS DIT
and we have to do something coz it's just gonna keep huerting us both
MARY POPPINS DIT
well after two times don't u think there is something?
MARY POPPINS DIT
I mean it doesnt work
JUST TED dit
yeah i thought there was something
MARY POPPINS DIT
nol
MARY POPPINS DIT
no
JUST TED dit
so what made it right for the moment the first time
MARY POPPINS DIT
I mean there was a little thing but not anymore...
MARY POPPINS DIT
i'm sorry to talk about it once more but who are the people u were talking about coz now u've talked aboout it u can't not tell me
JUST TED dit
well i want to know what that 'thing' was
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ramy, alejandro, some other people in ramy's room
MARY POPPINS DIT
some other people? Who the hell is it?
JUST TED dit
just other people that heard ramy bitching about you
MARY POPPINS DIT
like?
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i didn't know them
MARY POPPINS DIT
GREAT!!! SO people u don;t know and who probably don't know me are bitching about me???
JUST TED dit
well they didn't know u either
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they're just like "yeah girls like that suck you have to watch out"
MARY POPPINS DIT
this is ridiculous
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so u didn't finish what u were saying?
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there was a little thing?
MARY POPPINS DIT
tell ramy that HIS girlfriend is the worst bitch ever and that he should watch out what he's saying..Tell him to use his brain..it won't hurt him..I promise and Alejandro as usual is following Ramy...!!
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i don't talk to ramy he's not a friend
MARY POPPINS DIT
sure
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he's just this ass guy who comes in my room and takes my bowls
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and spoons and forks and food and
MARY POPPINS DIT
well how can he talk about me then?
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just about anything else his hands can find
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cause alejandro told them how we broke up again and i was in there room at the same time
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okay i don't want to talk anymore
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you made me depressed again…

Boys Don't Cry by Cure

I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this summer
I've said too much
Been too unkind
I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Cause boys don't cry
Boys don`t cry
I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away
Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more
Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry