Letters For Marie

Conversations on a relationship with a Belgian girl during my Junior year in college at the University of Richmond in Virginia.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

10/19/2002 – Marie What’s In a Relationship

10/19/2002 – Marie What’s In a Relationship
Mary Poppins says:
First of all thank you so much for the present
Ted says:
de rien
Mary Poppins says:
I really appreciate it
Mary Poppins says:
I really didn't diserve it. . ..
Ted says:
deserve
Mary Poppins says:
oops
Ted says:
heh
Mary Poppins says:
I don't know what to say about the kiss
Ted says:
well then don't say anything
Mary Poppins says:
well. . .I have to say something I'm not going to let u wait forever
Mary Poppins says:
u just wrote something but u didn't send it ..what was it?
Ted says:
I’m waiting to hear what u have to say
Ted says:
but I was going to say something
Mary Poppins says:
what?
Ted says:
well you waited behind just now outside, but I don't want to pull you into something that I want, that you don't also want
Mary Poppins says:
Ok. . .I am a very complicated and undecided person. . .and I feel like I'll never make a decision by myself . . . so. . .
Ted says:
so do I have to make it for you???
Mary Poppins says:
I don't know. . .I think that I'm maybe not the right girl. . .
Ted says:
what do u want in a relationship
Mary Poppins says:
well.. a lot of things I guess
Mary Poppins says:
what do u mean exactly?
Mary Poppins says:
don't ask my roommate please..it
Mary Poppins says:
has nothing to do with her
Ted says:
caught
Mary Poppins says:
or if u want to solve the problem with her ok but don't do it behind my back
Ted says:
do you want to be swept off you feet?
Mary Poppins says:
well it doesn't make any sense what I've just said but
Ted says:
not literally
Mary Poppins says:
don't put Rosa in the middle of this
Ted says:
I’m not anymore okay
Mary Poppins says:
swept off ??

Ted says:
taken away
Mary Poppins says:
I don't understand
Ted says:
I’m so tired of this marie, I’m totally doing everything I think is right here, the present was just because I like you as a friend, it wasn't to sway your feelings or anything like that, I just really like you, I dunno, I’m just .. you really make it hard on some people some times merde, suis vraiment en amour pour vous, I’m just tired of all this I don't know what else I can say or do. . .
Ted says:
good night. . .
Mary Poppins says:
ok forget about me . . .that will make things easier
Mary Poppins says:
I'm just stupid..even when I'm trying not to hurt anyone's feelings I do so maybe . . .I should just stop it right now. . .it will be better for everyone
Mary Poppins says:
I'm sorry ..I really didn't mean to do that. . .good night
Ted says:
yeah I think I’m going to go enjoy another night crying myself to sleep
Mary Poppins says:
I don't want you to cry. . .
Mary Poppins says:
U should just hate me. . .That's how I would feel. . .I just hate myself right now. . .
Mary Poppins says:
are u gone?
Mary Poppins says:
Ted I'm sorry
Mary Poppins says:
ok I guess u are gone or u don't want to talk to me. . .so good night. . .don’t know what I could say ..I think it would be better if I could just shut my fucking mouth for once
Mary Poppins says:
Ted I care about you and I didn't mean to hurt you or anything. . .

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