10/17/2002 – Outside Force

Mary Poppins says:
it was a joke
Ted says:
I know
Mary Poppins says:

Mary Poppins says:
so why did u leave
Ted says:
cause I’m sensitive like that
Ted says:
yeah so do u remember what u did to me last week
Mary Poppins says:
what?
Ted says:
tequila night
Mary Poppins says:
and. . .
Ted says:
pulling something
Mary Poppins says:
and what does it have to do with it?
Ted says:
pants
Ted says:
and a preposition: down
Mary Poppins says:
and ?
Ted says:
you pulling down my pants
Mary Poppins says:
what's the problem with the fact you’re sensitive and what were u sensitive about??
Ted says:
ohhhhhhhhhh now u remember
Ted says:
I’m not talking about that anymore
Ted says:
I’m talking about last week
Mary Poppins says:
I remembered right from the beginning. . .what's wrong with u?
Ted says:
tap tap tap
Ted says:
dance dance dance
Mary Poppins says:
?
Mary Poppins says:
?
Ted says:
do u or don't u remember pulling someone's pants down
Mary Poppins says:
?
Mary Poppins says:
yes I d
Mary Poppins says:
o
Ted says:
haha
Ted says:
oh
Ted says:
lol
Mary Poppins says:
so what?
Ted says:
that was so funny
Ted says:
that’s what
Mary Poppins says:
what are u trying to say?
Ted says:
nothing I’m just remembering the first time u were drunk
Ted says:
and how drunk you'll be this weekend
Mary Poppins says:
ok now stop it
Ted says:
eh?
Ted says:
parle en francais c plus jolie
Ted says:
. . .
Ted says:
okay well if you aren't going to respond
Mary Poppins says:
u said u were sensitive (what about?) and then u talk about ur pants?? Am I missing something?
Ted says:
no
Ted says:
u asked why did I sign off if I knew it was a joke
Ted says:
and I said because I’m sensitive
Ted says:
fini
Mary Poppins says:
please make it clearer for me
Mary Poppins says:
ok whatever
Ted says:
j'ai change le sujet
Ted says:
il y a de chose comme ca en belge?
Ted says:
Belgique
Mary Poppins says:
you’re just a weirdo
Ted says:
I know I’m difficult some times
Mary Poppins says:
so help me
Ted says:
well you were joking
Ted says:
and I’m almost always just joking, so I wanted to see how u reacted if I hadn't taken your joke so lightly
Ted says:
does that make sense
Mary Poppins says:
yes but no
Mary Poppins says:
you’re weird
Mary Poppins says:

Ted says:
well u don't have to tell me things I already know
Ted says:
I’ve gotten that many times before
Mary Poppins says:
but I guess we all like u like that
Ted says:
I like to think of myself as unique and special
Ted says:
like a special head case
Ted says:
but its weird cause I can't figure out why I like u
Mary Poppins says:
Rosa thinks that ur magazine is so gross
Ted says:
there's just some outside force
Ted says:
I’m totally unaware of
Mary Poppins says:
thank u that's a nice thing to say
Mary Poppins says:
U don't have anything but I like u. . .don't know why
Mary Poppins says:
that's what you’re trying to say?
Mary Poppins says:
if the answer is yes. . .don't answer
Ted says:
I’ve been after something my entire life, and none of the things I thought were important do I find in you, all the things I didn't care about so much I care about more
Mary Poppins says:
like what?
Ted says:
I don't know what they are
Ted says:
I just feel like something’s upside down
Ted says:
like my whole perspective just took a 180
Mary Poppins says:
So all the things u thought were important u don't find them in me??
Mary Poppins says:
what kind of things? help me please
Ted says:
and in answer to "u don't have anything but I like you" no u have a lot that I had never even noticed in anyone before and I love all those features. . .even though I can't pinpoint them down to words
Mary Poppins says:
I wish u could tell what are these things coz I'm still trying to find out about them
Ted says:
okay here
Ted says:
when I first saw u
Ted says:
like months ago
Ted says:
I was like whatever here’s some random girl
Ted says:
and then u changed from random girl I don't know to cute French Dutch Belgian sensitive hot funny giggly super cool random girl hehe
Ted says:
its like once u get to no someone even a bit, your feelings of them had u just kept walking through life the first time u had a chance to talk to them, u would have kept looking at them with that same opinion
Ted says:
but now its all changed and shaped by everything, thought small and short, and every bit of time I’ve spent with you
Ted says:
but yeah I just feel drawn by something that’s not of my own free will
Ted says:
yeah so. . .
Ted says:
I should get back to work
Ted says:
I probably won't be here for a few minutes so u can respond and I’ll get ur message later
Mary Poppins says:
but yeah I just feel drawn by something that’s not of my own free will. . .what do u mean??

Mary Poppins says:
I know what ur talking about I mean it's always like that. . .first time I saw u..I was like who's that guy in underwear. . ..the same for Alejandro I really thought he was like a poor ,drunk guy that lost his keys or something. . .but now it all changed
Mary Poppins says:
Did Alejandro tell u that we talked on Thursday night after u went to bed?? Yes I guess he did. . .
Mary Poppins says:
I'm scared of a getting in a real relationship
Mary Poppins says:
I guess I've never had one except from that guy but he was living in Paris. . .and the thing is I'm very shy
Mary Poppins says:
scared and everything..and I think too much
Mary Poppins says:
well I think I'm a desperate case
Mary Poppins says:
Ok I hope you’ll answer . . .I mean later. . .
Mary Poppins says:
lol
Mary Poppins says:
he really didn't tell u?
Mary Poppins says:
come on
Mary Poppins says:
I think I kind of feel the same about you. . .
Mary Poppins says:
I mean there are things in you (can't tell u what exactly) that I really like. . .and I don't know why I like u more than some other guys. . .I guess that's what Rosa would call "chemistry"
Mary Poppins says:
ok I'm going to read a little bit and go to sleep. . .
Mary Poppins says:
well I'm going to bed now. . ..good night