11/22/2002 – No Need To Argue Anymore

TitePumpkin: so what happened before? Why did u leave like that? And then talk to me two hours later?
TitePumpkin: I mean I totally understand what u feel, but do u think it's the best thing to do..
TitePumpkin: ok I feel like I’m talking to a wall coz maybe ur not there . . . so see u
TitePumpkin: ted?
t b e a r inside: I’m here
t b e a r inside: I think i'll come over soon
t b e a r inside: I’m just having some ramen
t b e a r inside: I guess I’m being an ass
TitePumpkin: no
TitePumpkin: it's just that the way u reacted is not gonna change anything. . .It hurts u and me and it's pointless
t b e a r inside: I know
t b e a r inside: but it hurts me more
TitePumpkin: but ur right to be hurt and angry
t b e a r inside: I don't know what to say
t b e a r inside: my ramen's calling me.
t b e a r inside: be right back
TitePumpkin: what did u think that leaving the conversation and signing off would do?
t b e a r inside: I went to sleep for a couple hours
t b e a r inside: I was too depressed. . ..tonight was the first time in a while that getting drung didn't fend off the depression
TitePumpkin: make me feel guilty ? Well I certainly feel guilty but I didn't mean to and I wished I could go back and not make the mistakes I made
t b e a r inside: i've heard that before
TitePumpkin: with me?
t b e a r inside: and I know you were drunk
t b e a r inside: and I’m sorryfor falling in love with you. . .but thats what happened and I can't change that
TitePumpkin: and it was the first time that being drunk made me stupid stuff
t b e a r inside: lol
t b e a r inside: it was the second time
TitePumpkin: when was the first ?
t b e a r inside: " why did I wait so long for this". . .a week later nothing
TitePumpkin: I wasn't drunnk
TitePumpkin: I don't really remember but I don't think I was as drunk as last friday
t b e a r inside: you're right about that
t b e a r inside: =D
TitePumpkin: last friday I wasn't myself or I was but it's the other marie..the one that I'll never be while I'm sober. . .so it wasn't really me
t b e a r inside: I know now
TitePumpkin: I wish I could be a little like that but I'm just the way I am
t b e a r inside: I know
TitePumpkin: well I guess we said everything. . .
t b e a r inside: yup
TitePumpkin: are u still mad at me?
t b e a r inside: I’m mad at me
TitePumpkin: ?
t b e a r inside: for allowing myself to fall into this more than once
t b e a r inside: or even once
TitePumpkin: well how would u have known the first time?
TitePumpkin: but it's not your fault it's mine
t b e a r inside: just the fact that it didn't ever mean anything. . .I feel like one of those stupid girls who expects a relationship after a one night stand with some guy who just wanted to use her
TitePumpkin: and M.Alcohol
TitePumpkin: I didn't use u
TitePumpkin: and u mean something to me
t b e a r inside: I can't keep talking about this
TitePumpkin: well I know but if that's what u think ur wrong
t b e a r inside: I can't because I tried convincing u once it got fucked up
t b e a r inside: the second time it was fucked up
t b e a r inside: and it's stilll fucked up
TitePumpkin: try to convince me about what?
t b e a r inside: and now I’m the one who's fucked up
t b e a r inside: and I’m sick of this
t b e a r inside: convince you about a relationship
t b e a r inside: but its worthless now
t b e a r inside: it never meant anything to you so fuck it, I guess we'll be friends, but its hard really hard right now
t b e a r inside: so I’m gonna go to sleep again, cause I’m gonna cry again. . .
TitePumpkin: it meant something but it wasn't strong enough. And if ur trying to make me feel bad just say what u REALLY think
t b e a r inside: I do
t b e a r inside: I don't want you to feel bad
t b e a r inside: you know what and how I feel
t b e a r inside: so I don't know why you keep asking
t b e a r inside: you tell me yesterday "we need to talk
t b e a r inside: "
t b e a r inside: you could have talked the entire way home
t b e a r inside: but you didn't say anything
t b e a r inside: you talked to martin more at dinner that night then you talked to me the entire week
TitePumpkin: so why do u keep saying that I used u because I never felt ANYTHING about u!
t b e a r inside: it was good for the moment I guess
TitePumpkin: I didn't see Martin for the past week
TitePumpkin: and it's true I wasn't very talkative but I had some work to do and I was thinking about what I really felt and if it was gonna go on or not
t b e a r inside: no you weren't you had already decided
t b e a r inside: you had decided days ago
TitePumpkin: no I didn't
TitePumpkin: I decided yesterday
TitePumpkin: It's when I talked about it with rosa that I really realised
t b e a r inside: why you have to talk about it with rosa
t b e a r inside: you don't even talk about with me
t b e a r inside: what does rosa say? I don't understand at the dance you were like "rosa will get mad at me if we hook up"
TitePumpkin: don't worry she didn't influence me or anything. . .because I'm not a person who easily talks about things directly…didn't u notice?
t b e a r inside: what the hell does rosa have to do with anything
t b e a r inside: yeah I noticed three weeks ago
t b e a r inside: maybe a month or two ago actually
TitePumpkin: Because she thought I would regret it and that I would hurt you again. . .she was worried about u!
TitePumpkin: And I didn't listen to her. . ..and see the result!
t b e a r inside: okay I’m going to cruise into wonderland for 12 hours

There's no need to argue anymore.
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore.
And the thing that makes me mad,
Is the one thing that I had,

I knew, I knew,
I'd lose you.
You'll always be special to me,
Special to me, to me.

And I remember all the things we once shared,
Watching T. V. movies on the living room armchair.
But they say it will work out fine.
Was it all a waste of time.

'Cause I knew, I knew,
I'd lose you.
You'll always be special to me,
Special to me, to me.

Will I forget in time, ah,
You said I was on your mind?
There's no need to argue,
No need to argue anymore.
There's no need to argue anymore.

Ouuu, ouuu, ouuuu...
Special.
Cranberries, No Need To Argue